wow, today i had the weirdest day
i asked a boy from my art workshop to hangout with me today. just us two. i dunno why i did it. i didn't plan it or anything. but for some reason he agreed. so we went to some green tea cafe. and drank some bubble tea. we were there for a while getting to know each other. then we walked around in soho and went in stores and we eventually got to union sq. so then we went to b&n and stayed there and talked about some personal stuff. like childhood, relationships, sex. weird shit. it felt awkward because it felt like a date but it wasent. and we barely knew each other.
and my bf dosent know about this, and i told him i was by myself in the city. ughh this is weird. its like an emotional affair or something.
i feeel confident